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sorry, love.

2010-10-26T03:22:00.001-07:00

sorry..

22nd.

2010-10-07T07:35:00.000-07:00

you, thanks for being the special one.

between us

2010-09-23T09:50:00.001-07:00

no romantic words
because there is no day without a fight

overprotected
when just the simplest problem could be the biggest one in the world

suspicion (too much asking)
from A to Z must be the answers

possessive
because i know, you wont let me go with someone else

and so?
me heart you after all

let me make all your weaknesses become my strength-
to love you just the way you are

dedicated to him :D

fiuh, finally.

2010-08-26T07:42:00.001-07:00

here i am. come and go and repeated. so its been 5 months ago, since the last time i wrote this blog. and maybe i still cant be a good writer here. heehee. surely, there are so many many things to tell about my life after the previous blog's story. one page or two pages either, wont be enough? summarize would be great then . so i tend to say 'no one cant stop me discovering and enjoying my life right now' rather than just say 'my life is so wonderful blablabla'. fruitful.:p

beijing, no other words cant represent it, except wow! how lucky i am, got this opportunity to stay in beijing until next year. eventhough i have to do holiday exercises and diet to decrease my-fucked-up-8kg-gained weight, but i love beijing after all. friends are good. places are beautiful. and food, its been very good to try different restaurants every weekend. a little bit expensive sometimes, and i can say, oh well mom, am sorry for all of these bunch oh money i spent. but satisfied. :) what else are you looking for in beijing other than a bar?drink is cheap. people are down to earth. thumbs up.

and then winter, might be my favorite season. the season i cant find it in indo. when the season can make my tummy become so fatty inside my room (because of income calories from the food is not balance with the outcome) rather than snoozing outside the door. haha. kidding. no. i think winter is the most romantic season ever. its closer to the christmas, maybe? peaceful and blessful, isnt it? and oh, am going to beijing in 2 weeks time. bye jekatta, and welcome again to beijing! and welcome again to the blog! :)

welcome to beijing.

2010-03-01T22:04:00.000-08:00

after i've been idle for almost 3 months, finally i came out with another new story: beijing.

.menggendut krn setiap hari mkn babi
.norak ketemu salju
.kulit kering
.rambut rontok
.shopaholic krn brg2 murah
.di mana-mana minum teh
.hampir ke mana-mana jalan kaki
.diomelin supir taksi gara-gara salah ngomong nadanya (mbok maklum, kalo kita udah bisa bhsnya gak mungkin kita ksini)
.jrg nemu wc bersih dan wangi
.plonga-plongo tiap ngomong ma org, ujung2nya saya cuman ngangguk2 gak ngerti

but, i still can't believe i'm here and it feels like my third home after indonesia and malaysia.

:)

merry xmas 09 and nu year10

2009-12-17T06:51:00.000-08:00

There are still 8 days to Christmas, but I guess I'll be very busy preparing for the final Graduation Day, and maybe I will not have time for online until the end of next week, so today I want to wish you a Merry Christmas'09 and Happy New Year'10. May this christmas be so special and may the joy and happiness snow on you. 0:-)

And do not forget to thank all colleagues who will graduate this Saturday, you're all great. and I'm very sure you will all have a great future as well. all my prayers for you to be the best of the best. Special Tagged: Eric. Erika. Fenny. Lisa. Adit. Icha. Feegy.

next trip.

2009-12-14T18:18:00.000-08:00

my next trip:

. (dec) singapore

. (dec) jakarta

. (jan) bandung

. (jan) semarang

. (feb) beijing

:))

acoustic ❤

2009-12-11T18:59:00.000-08:00

i dont know why, after i see this video, i feel like i want to learn and play acoustic guitar again. teehee. :D

humsun

2009-11-23T17:59:00.000-08:00

indo. indo. indooo.

I'll always love wedding day.

2009-11-06T07:52:00.000-08:00

here are some references for a perfect wedding. love love love.

when and where will i get married, anyway?

if i could choose one from them, i'll choose no.4

Provence: France

Bali

matilda bay, perth.

sun is hot.

2009-10-26T03:33:00.000-07:00

sun is hot.

rain is wet.

clouds are just plain dreary.

sleets feel nasty.

hail is hard.

snow is cold and bleary.

thunder's loud.

wind's a mess.

storms prohibit play.

i guess i'll stay inside until

this weather goes away.

dreams.

2009-10-21T22:39:00.000-07:00

You'll go n I’ll be okay,
I can dream the rest away
Its just a little touch of fate, it will be okay
It sure takes its precious time, but it’s got rights and so have I

I turn my head up to the sky
I focus one thought at a time
I do not let the little thieves under my tightly buttoned sleeves
You couldn’t be alone, the time I feel like I am walking blind
I have no where I’ll have time

There are no legible signs

I like the way that you talk,
I like the way that you walk.
It’s hard to recreate such an individual game

You wait you turn in the queue,
You say your sorries and thank you’s
I don’t think you’re ever
A hundred percent in the room
You’re not in the room

Deepest, of the dark nights
here lies, the highest of highs

.

2009-10-14T09:09:00.001-07:00

you've made my day. wat a sweeter conversation.

boat behind official video. ❤

2009-10-05T20:32:00.000-07:00

afternoon prays.

2009-10-02T03:45:00.000-07:00

please take a good care of Dad's health, God. i just pray the best for him. and mom as well. and older sister. all family. and all beloved friends.

amen.

next dream trip

2009-09-30T11:27:00.001-07:00

salar de uyuni, bolivia.

mrs.cold

2009-09-27T22:33:00.001-07:00

21

2009-09-26T19:22:00.000-07:00

and i'm officially 21.

sunday smile.

2009-09-19T18:38:00.000-07:00

sunday morning. i woke up by the chirping birds and i feel there are such a wonderful weather out of my window. im in awe. worship You. this is the beginning of the holiday. a week holiday. how would be really pleased in this holiday. and let me sing a holiday song for our next trip, REDANG. yay. tralalala. wish that can be such an unforgettable holiday. eid mubarak everyone! nwy, i want to wish for the bday boy, Adit, for his best ini this 22nd birthday. Amien. mohon maaf lahir batin.

invisible.

2009-09-16T09:45:00.000-07:00

i'm just happy for always following your status update while i'm an invisible.

what is this?

2009-09-13T02:17:00.000-07:00

what kind of this feeling, anyway? am i in love? no. but no. then wish i could answer all those questions which always popped up in my mind recently. he's my ghost. favorite ghost. as if he appears wherever i go, whenever i dreamt. why do i want him to hear the same tunes as mine? why do i always go to his profile and refreshed it again after couple of seconds later? and why do i always wait for him getting online? and smiling of myself after he got me chat. and he's such a lovely friend thou. why do women always use their feeling for this kind of thing? while men don't. or this is just their buzzword to get our heart easily. deeply in talk, let's pretend that this is not happen now. i just close my eyes and try to let the questions will answered by the time.

adhitia sofyan.

2009-09-11T05:51:00.000-07:00

to begin with, i would like to say thank you to my best peers, Eric for the song suggestion by Adhitia Sofyan. love him anyway. he's an Indonesian singer and musician which is really inspiring me recently. really. romantic lyrics, the way he plucks his guitar and the way he sings too, makes me melting in the corner of my room. and oh yes, he makes me be the victim of his sentimental song. repeatedly, am turning on his songs again and again. as he said, "still everyday i think about you, i know for a fact its not your problem, but if you change your mind you'll find me hanging on to the place where the big blue sky collapse. you see people are trying to find their way back home, so i'll find my way to you". so do i, i'll find my way to give an honourable that you're my inspiration in life by spreading up your name. keep it up. e.

fly away

2009-09-10T09:32:00.001-07:00

I'll fly away tomorrow

To far away

I'll admit a cliché

Things won't be the same without you

like this.

2009-09-04T19:19:00.000-07:00

love.

2009-08-29T00:33:00.000-07:00

love = like x like

bitter heart. love this song.

2009-08-24T03:26:00.000-07:00

Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground,
Em A
Children spinning around till they fall down down down.
D A
I wait for you: it's been two hours now,
Em
You're still somewhere in town,
A
Your dinners getting cold.
D A
I rest my case you are always this late,
Em A (transition to Fm)
And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round,

Chorus:

Em A Em
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
A Em
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
A Em
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
A
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.

Verse:

And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday,
So tell me whats her name?
Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum, doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum,
da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum.

zee-avi.

wtf! cool!

2009-08-22T10:24:00.000-07:00

sound of rain.

2009-08-21T08:14:00.000-07:00

walking on the raining street
and my face was smile with shyness.
small space in the umbrella, you and me
it is strange i become to like raining day.
im meeting you who are next of me.

kiss my lips, lean my shoulder
tell me in this sound of rain
bear ur breathing, take a brave and tell me
love you.

nice video from imogen heap new album'09! love it!

2009-08-18T07:36:00.001-07:00

Slow heart, dark way, down love
Black canvas, revolve within
You understand
Fragile earth way
Cracks in the temperature
Keep it cool to give, you understand
Keep it cool to give, you understand
(repeat)

Cause I just can't find the strength to pull you up
And keep you taut
Cause I just can't find the strength to pull you up
And keep you taut

Hijacked, lost track
Light fades another day left
Long shadows lure you in
The more you lose the less you see,
so close your eyes and start to breathe oh
You said yourself, this wasn’t easy
Oh you said yourself, this wasn’t easy

Oh I just can't to find the strength to pull you up
And keep you taut.
No I, just can’t to find the strength to hold you up
And keep you taut.

Cause I just can’t find the strength.
To Keep you taut

cu soon.. really soon..

2009-08-14T22:23:00.000-07:00

one by one, limkokwing grad is starting to leave cyberia and back to their hometown. esp dedicated to vianna, nancy, yulius, sylvi, aswin. once again, congrats to you guys for graduating your degree course. wish you all the best in your future and get a job soon. amin. thanks for being such a good friend of mine for everyday, every hour, or every minute that we had pass through together. apologize if there were something mistakes that i did in the past. and you'll be such the best unforgettable friend that i ever had. goodbye. no. too ironic.or perhaps it's better if i just say cu soon. really soon. cu in another happy ending trip. c:

raise it up.

2009-08-06T06:23:00.000-07:00

last weekend in jkt.

2009-08-03T22:44:00.001-07:00

always be in my heart.

2009-07-30T05:05:00.000-07:00

minnie. is a new gift. is a new member of my family. and i've been with her for already 2 weeks. but it's not an obstacle for us to know her better. she's even happier here and fatter than before. lols. thanks for my grandmum for giving us such this special and delightful friend who makes our life different now. a joyfulness. who makes us always remeber to take care of her breakfast, lunch and dinner, when we should bring her pee and poop, call her name when we got home. "minnie.. minnie.." and she'll come to you fast with her innocent smile. awh. what an obeyer dog.

hm. then i know, she wont be here forever. i've known that before. damn ironic. T0T. i dont want to be racist here or something stuff, but sometimes i've couldnt understand what are the moeslims thinking. my maids didnt accept her existance and they did talk to my mum whether minnie will stay here or not. if yes, they wont stay here for any longer. doh! what the hell sih?! once again, i dont want to be racist or even hate your race. BIG no. but cant you think? why cant you love this creature? i mean they are in the same thing with us, God create them as well. not to be further away. something no need to be afraid of. but need to be loved by everyone. huh. ok. case closed. this is your beliefs and i cant do nothing more. but still i cant accept it.

minnie will be adopted by someone soon. broken hearted. and this is damn enough for making our eyes bigger and reddish than yesterday. God, how can i stop crying? i just always whisper to my self to let her go happily with her new family. let her goooo estherrrr!

goodbye minnie.

another collapse weekend.

2009-07-25T23:01:00.000-07:00

yea, well. another one. collapse. and got jackpot then. yay. wat a young folks.

ilaffya, cath!

2009-07-15T16:50:00.000-07:00

don’t you think that I forgot your bday, love
am sorry for did not bring you a cake and a present
but I made this video for your special day
sharp at 12 am, July 16, 2009
im just a ‘not’ person here, not a singer, not a guitarist, not even a celebrities,
but I tried my best to finish this video through many times mistaken recorded
and finally, i just wish you have a wonderful 21st bday and just remember, it doesn’t mean how much you’re getting older but how much you can be more mature as an optional.

ech.

i love nature project.

2009-07-12T22:41:00.001-07:00

talent: audrey

location: ujung jakarta

promises break

2009-07-08T22:48:00.000-07:00

I don't feel alright in spite of these comforting sounds you make.
I don't feel alright because you make promises that you break.
Into your house, why don't we share our solitude?
Nothing is pure anymore but solitude.
It's hard to make sense, feels as if I'm sensing you through a lens.
If someone else comes, I'd just sit here listening to the drums.
Previously I never called it solitude.
And probably you know all the dirty shows I've put on.
Blunted and exhausted like anyone.
Honestly I tried to avoid it.
Honestly.
Back when we were kids, we would always know when to stiop.
And now all the good kids are messing up.
Nobody has gained or accomplished anything.

apocalypse.

2009-07-05T23:21:00.000-07:00

saturday night. to the fifth floor. wat a nite. pm to am. puts your hands up. drink. move move move again. unspoken laughter.

recent bad issue

2009-06-29T02:19:00.000-07:00

i lost my phone.

"sometimes, the most complex problem has a simplest solution"

fine.

again. travelling.

2009-06-18T03:49:00.000-07:00

hello holiday.

im trying to create this road trip journal and upload it soon. and hopefully through this journal it could be more motivate my desire to travel and discover around the world :)

indo

2009-06-13T10:21:00.001-07:00

ok, home soon!

now, i can call it freedom!

2009-06-02T10:11:00.000-07:00

really love this video and the song. and it always remind me of something romantic fool. hm.

nwy, happy holiday! :)

harimau kuat. (ngantuk bkinnya)

2009-05-31T10:04:00.000-07:00

.unfinished.

f*ed up.

2009-05-27T00:12:00.000-07:00

the f*ed up to do list:

. 3sets of Radio ad (record)

. 3 sets of Tongkat Ali print ads

. Patricia’s journal (topic analysis + value management group journal +

individual)

. 2 sets of Pagoda TVC

. Portfolio assessment (The whole project)

. 2 sets of CAD class journal

really. am enjoying it. yummy.

gogo!

2009-05-24T09:25:00.000-07:00

aimed for the loved one. for all the cyberians. 2 or 3 weeks more to go. cheer up guys! i know you all can do it! gogoagogo!

special tagged: phi, lisz, fen, rka, ric, yul, nans, adit, all blogger.

phoenix's fever

2009-05-22T19:12:00.000-07:00

love it. love it.

wed's afterthought

2009-05-19T22:23:00.000-07:00

it's not a coincidently God make a life as a mysterious. there are a lot of conflicts in our future life that we don't know yet. it is not without any reasons. He wants us to be a a clock that clocked up only for today, without any worry for how many times we have to clock up tomorrow. because tomorrow has its own solicitude. just trust God to handle your problem today, and do the same thing for tomorrow.

i heart u, gabe.

2009-05-18T02:40:00.000-07:00

Gabe Bondoc official youtube.

someone's story.

2009-05-15T10:43:00.000-07:00

honestly, i've got fallin in easily. but, it's kind a different thing about someone's cleverness. firstly, i even didn't know that he got quite impressive talent on how he's thinking and talking. but then i realized that he has it. it means an extra points. now, it becomes more than just a fallin. admirable. but why someone don't use it properly. God was not create a human for screwing up the world, right? but to lead it righteously. piss off. i wasn't suppose to care and write this blog, but im kinda really sorry with this matter. it seems so pointless. pity him.

he's on drugs.

check check check

2009-05-14T09:18:00.000-07:00

quite impressive for the making of this video. simple negotiation role-play. finally it's done. happie all the time. and really they were such a good actor and actress, it's so nice working with you guys.. unforgettable. :P

tagged: lisa. clara. daniel. icha.

done! done!

2009-05-11T07:48:00.000-07:00

another wonderbra advertisement

miss this moment.

2009-05-08T08:10:00.000-07:00

*taman tasik asik 2007

done!

2009-05-06T07:21:00.000-07:00

yea, finally i've done for this ad.

yahudddddd...

client: Pagoda singlet

*still in progression

client: wonderbra

.kewl.

2009-05-05T06:10:00.000-07:00

May 2, 2009

2009-05-01T22:01:00.000-07:00

Dear, my deceased lovely cousin, Yosefa.

today is your birthday, and you're going to 17 this year. but i know, you couldn't celebrate it any more. i just wish you're happy over there now and enjoying the heaven. :)

a children's pray

2009-05-01T06:00:00.000-07:00

Though a tree grows so high, the falling leaves return to the root ironically.

Dear God, please take care the entire of my family.

Let just the falling leaves return in its own way, but yet i know my way to shout a pray for mine. Amin.

secret scripture*

2009-04-27T09:41:00.000-07:00

client: "either you redo that rubbish, or bring my money back!"

designer: "nobody rejected my works before. i've just made a poster for a Mr. President last week, i've just done a leaflet for a famous clothing brand in Malaysia, and.."

client: "Excuse you! i know Gucci, i know Prada, and so and so and so, but what are you? which level are you and which brand are you? Kancil? Maggie noodles?or what?!"

part of our negotiation script for Pat's class. it's about negotiate between Account Executive, designer and the perfectionist client. Me, Lisa, Clara, Icha and Daniel have been tagged on this short dialogue. btw, wish we could make it done by this weekend. Amin.

...

2009-04-25T07:31:00.000-07:00

i am bored.
emptyed.
shit on laptop.
nothing to read.
i keep listening to the same song over and over.
i am looking at the picture of my fellows.
wide dreams last night.
i don't quite like the end of today.
whatever.

mr. gentlemen

2009-04-20T08:34:00.000-07:00

kangaroo. love animal and music. guitar. acoustic. sing. beautiful voice. between hope and faith. religious of you. i dont even know you but i keen on you mr. gentlemen. could i know you deeper and deeper?

again.

2009-04-19T09:07:00.000-07:00

i accept it that i'm here again. cyberia smarthome. what a bummer. irk but i miss it sometimes. haha. yap. i miss campus life. welcome back again semester 8.

Bandung..

2009-04-16T23:38:00.000-07:00

It’s such a week of Sundays. I did a lot of fun thing during Bandung's trip yesterday. Yes, finally I went there again with my lovely friends, Cath and Lisa, purposely went to Gedebage, Bandung. Gedebage is such a market that sells a lot of second-hand stuff, starting from clothes, dress, bag, jacket, shoes, until underwear. Wow. Those all are imported second-hand stuff hanging mixed untidy. Therefore, we suppose to find one by one smartly. This is the first time Cath was there, but I found she was enjoyed so much hunting vintage dresses for her online shopping boutique. I bought 9 pieces of clothes for around RM 20, 2 skirts, 3 vintage pattern dresses, and 4 tops. Cath got 12 pieces and Lisa got 3 pieces. It such a complacence of us to hunt in the heat place with the cheapest price, though not much fresh air, sweating, smelly and dusty of the second-hand stuff effect. Nonetheless, we were bliss afterwards. Es bungsu. 'happy go lucky' boutique. prima rasa. and so on.

Then, we had special dinner in Bandung. We went to plateau where we can see Bandung city light. Wah, it’s such a calm place, where we can enjoy hot chocolate mix with the thickness of my sweater. Gossiping people is a must thing around the girls’ talk. Haha. Anyway, I’ll have one small bungalow in my future life here. No doubt. because i heart Bandung, such my second home after Jakarta and Semarang.

little activity.

2009-04-14T08:44:00.000-07:00

woke up at 8. smelling a huge of downpour land. hearing a bunch of buzzy birds. and today might be a boring day i guess. bread and hot chocolate milk. piano's tune. off to cath's house. off to gading. sushi tei. fully tummy. knowing. it seems quite good. but end up sucks. gramedia. TGA. money changer. i need it. off to home. tired. blog. and sleep. i was wrong. it was going fun.

choose!

2009-04-12T03:54:00.001-07:00

blackberry or iphone?

rec and play

2009-04-09T22:38:00.000-07:00

Feeling like a tape recorder

stuck between rewind and forward

Always going two directions
One's ahead and the second is backwards

Please press my rec and play
'cause I want to save this moment
This will be my favourite song
This will be my favourite album

I will throw my tapes away 'cause
this will be the one worth saving
Push the faders break the meters
rolling, rolling, time to get going

barcelona. check this out.

happy mid-sem holiday

2009-04-09T00:19:00.001-07:00

one day left before im going back to indo. packing progression all the things that i'd like to bring back home. chaotic room i have now since a lot of stuff i've just put it on the floor. ah forgot it. i'll arrange it by tonight nwy. the things is, there is a mountain of plans in advance that i'd like to do in indo. but it wont be complete all i guess.

1 arrive jakarta, maybe i'd go for taking my holga. not maybe, it's a must.

2 bandung of course. hunting some second-hand stuffs, sister's meet, and probably i'd stay there for a couple of days.

3 jatinangor, my sister's place, and i'd like to stay there as well.

4 anyer for underwater photo-session.

5 gading, maybe it'd be there twice a day. haha. cinema time, and just have a walk with old friends.

6 topic analysis and the other bloody hell of assignments. sigh.

7 experiencing with my baby holga.

8 cut off my new-skinny trouser.

9 bla bla bla.

i'm wondering, those things are going exciting to be done, and i cant resist for waiting until tomorrow to going back. nwy, happy mid-sem holiday for all limkok-ers. esp. for my friends, eric, yulius, vianna, nancy, nath for their cambodia's trip. it'd be an impressive holiday i guess, thought you're now in the last sem. and for fenny and erika, enjoy your spore family's trip. and for those who will stay here, happy holiday too. ((;

i dont think so

2009-04-07T09:41:00.000-07:00

heart her

lullaby

2009-04-07T07:07:00.000-07:00

by: lenka. prischila ahn. beirut. acid house kings. frente. psapp. barcelona.

let's pretend we don't exists. now it seems too lovely to be true. you're just the one that i've been waiting for. once more i've waited. and once more you let me down. take a little time. walk a little line. comfort me with tears. september makes me remember. bicycling to the bluest sea. where it's just you and me. will you love me again in this morning. when the coffee’s cold, the paper’s late. the rain keeps pouring for the third day straight. despite the truth that i know. seems i love the things you do. found myself today singing out your name. then i'd go black and blue. listen to the melody. no reason.

to: mr. whatever

j-co campaign ads.

2009-04-06T07:42:00.000-07:00

im in awe!

2009-04-04T21:08:00.000-07:00

what's on my mind?

2009-04-04T08:28:00.000-07:00

super tired!

holiday spirit

2009-04-02T11:31:00.000-07:00

pecha kucha night.

what an impressive night. went off to capsquare. adorable artworks. tokyo plastic. carlsberg. creatives. tay guan. laugh. pictures. classmates. lols.

ahya. and why oh why time is going so fast lately? duh. unbelievable, i've been six weeks here. another 2 weeks later, we'll have mid sem break. the right time for us to rest our brain for a while and fade away from those crazy assignments. welcoming week 8!

KL DESIGN WEEK

2009-03-30T05:56:00.000-07:00

ORIGINAL MESSAGE FROM WILLIAM

> Dear

> All classmates,

> This is regarding the PechaKucha Night Kuala Lumpur Vol.06

> (about the event held in CapSquare informed by Patricia)

> Date 31/03/2009

> Time 20:00 - 22:00

> Venue Urbanattic

> G-46 CapSquare

> No.7 Persiaran Capsquare

> Off Jalan Ampang

> Capital Square

> 50100 Kuala Lumpur

> T: 03-2693 3808

> Admission Free ! !

> Please FORWARD this message to your other classmate as well (good time to spam their mailbox!!! XD)

> or I'll be in Pat's hot soup.( if you really want to see william fail badly in design management T.T)

btw this is free!! and is after our class no need wear formal... you may change your clothes after the class if you feel uncomfortable in the formal clothing

> For more information, kindly visit :

http://eastasia.britishcouncil.org/public/event.aspx?country=Malaysia&eventname=PechaKucha%20Night%20Kuala%20Lumpur%20Vol.06&Event_ID=236a23f6-0cee-460e-9ace-af36f405b63b

> Best

> regards,

> Ur cute and evil class monitor --> apa-apaan sih?!

Please note that tomorrow's

facilitation will no longer be held at Marketing Hall.

The location has changed to SEMINAR HALL 1(The old print shop)

Plis send this to the rest of the class.

Thank you

**Reminder: Do not forget to follow the required dresscode! There will be a fine!

OHMYGOD! HE'S FREAKIN' WEIRD CLASSMATE -.-"

highlight.

2009-03-26T23:52:00.000-07:00

hiyya, i could blame of those assignments for not letting me post my blog today. hehe. i've been nausea by J-CO donuts and feel want to vomit. akh. hm. neway, it's not the point for what i want to tell you today.

couple days ago.

for design management class, while i was researching the topic, i filling up a personality types questionnaire, which is you're an introversion or extroversion. (what a 'free' day. haha.kurang kerjaan!) The result is i’m introversion. yay. i researched more about it and it’s absolutely right and suitable with my personality.

basically, introverts tend to be more reserved and less assertive in social situations. they often take pleasure in solitary activities such as reading, writing, drawing, and using computers. an introvert is likely to enjoy time spent alone and find less reward in time spent with large groups of people, though they tend to enjoy interactions with close friends. it’s not bad at all being introvert and i don’t even wish to be an extroversion. But the question is, can introversion change to be more outgoing? And I got the answer during the facilitation at the day after. Mostly people who are work as a designer, they are introversion and they can be an extroversion through improve their ability to socialize with others, eg. join some social clubs. Aha.

am proud of being introvert. (;

i miss math class.

2009-03-25T04:03:00.000-07:00

in the midst of my works, i presumed how much outcome for today. i purchased two books all at once. i spent RM 250 for it, which is about Rp. 650.000. damn expensive, but i just like it. nvm lah ya. we can keep it forever, rite? color and layout book by Otto Olaf and Jon Burgerman's book.

then,

Mix rice Chinese - RM 6.00

Bubble Tea - RM 2.50

Print - RM 3.10

Electricity&water bill - RM 45

Internet bill - RM 42

How much the hell is that??

His best

2009-03-21T20:05:00.000-07:00

person 1: "hey look at the sky!"

person 2: "wow, a lot of stars there!"

person 1: "lets see with our camera, zoom in zoom in!"

person 2: "no, cant. it's too small."

person 1: "ah, lame camera lens."

person 2: "do you know, what's the most perfect lens ever?"

person 1: "tele?!"

person 2: "no. your eyes, darl."

and i stared back again to the sky and i just realized God create us perfectly, but sometimes we never understand that God is always give us His best.

special thanks to nyo.

what i currently miss

2009-03-20T06:46:00.000-07:00

1. having dinner with the whole family, esp mum.

2. jakarta.

3. my old piano and guitar.

4. hunting Gedebage dresses, old stuff, and all that.

one more..

5. my ex-housemate ((;

akh.

guess who?

2009-03-18T07:23:00.001-07:00

i heart her. her sound. her beauty. and her tattoo of course.

gagagaga

fuh

2009-03-17T07:34:00.000-07:00

lots of fun today. off to olecafe. KL. facilitation. games. fun. laugh. classmate. heart them. Mr. Red. heart. heart. and broken heart. ampang bbq. laugh. full. off home. thanks God.

link

where shud I live?

2009-03-16T08:07:00.000-07:00

Italy

You belong in Italy. You love sunny destinations, but a nice beach isn't the only thing you need. In Italy you can find culture everywhere and the food is delicious. You have the big vibrant cities, but also lovely little towns where the people are warm and hospitable. This country has everything you need, great weather, passionate people, beautiful surroundings and big vibrant cities filled with culture.

fun again

2009-03-14T11:28:00.001-07:00

hello saturday. again.

can we have another fun time again?

bcos the day is going to be hell soon

sigh

next fun plan :

lets fill up our day with a lot of POSITIVE things

sleep.

doing my works.

yes it's fun.

have a smoke, probably?

no more. no more.

facilitation.

and balloon festival.

yeehaa.

listening to :

love letter to japan - the bird and the bee

special 14th

2009-03-13T09:09:00.001-07:00

special wishes for the birthday boy, alex. HAPPY BURPDAY to you. all the best. ((;

midday random thoughts

2009-03-11T23:50:00.000-07:00

i've got nothing really to blog about. so i start off with some random updates. we've done for the Pat's class facilitation. and like i said before in the previous blog, we relieve after all. it was going quite smoothly though there were kind of matters that we've been missed off. something like leaky battery of video camera for the second facilitation. luckily, i had brought my pocket cam, so we used it for recording instead of not record at all, right?! hehe. nvm, yet it's done. the other thing is i've done research for henry lee's and anita's briefs, though i havent get the idea yet, but it kinda less works that i should do next. yeehaa.

neway, today i've found out something that really important:

that i have a lot of loving friends. i love em for their strengthens and even their weaknesses. :)

SE7EN

2009-03-10T09:43:00.000-07:00

im kinda bored with Facebook | Home , so i decided to post this kind of friendster's bulbo :D

7 Facts about me

1. im moody

2. i like to order roti susu + t-o-ice in mamak

3. im reading chicklit book

4. i used to pray before eat haha now no more. forgive me, God

5. i heart acoustic

6. human phobic, shy, and sensitive

7. chicken-hearted of certain things :)

7 things that scares me

1. God

2. presentation

3. ghost

4. dark

5. human (human phobic, right?) haha

6. no friends and family, i cant live without them

7. being older

7 songs of the moment

1. the boy from ipanema - andien

2. dream - priscilla ahn

3. dusk till dawn - ladyhawke

4. life is wonderful - jason mraz

5. eh eh - ladygaga (shitty, i like it too finally!)

6. collection of stamps - im from barcellona

7. treehouse - im from barcellona

7 things that I always say

1. eh eh

2. b*

3. njis

4. serius lo?!

5. wow

6. peep

7. eits

7 things that matter the most

1. family

2. friends

3. money

4. bedtime stories haha kidding

5. faith

6. trust

7. life goes wonderful

7 First times in life

1. know the right things and the wrong things

2. making own decision

3. its quite hard to live independent

4. understanding the real life

5. understanding the difficulties of find a job

6. meeting someone who genuinely appreciates me

7. no more idea haha

7 tagged people;

1. Fenny

2. Cath

3. Erika

4. Vianna

5. Lisa

6. Nancy

7. Melia, Adit, Nath, Yulius, Eric, Sylvi & Aswin. hehe (all cyberians)

I LOVE EM!

card

2009-03-07T19:21:00.000-08:00

just an imperfect card i made for B

cu B!

fragile

2009-03-06T09:30:00.000-08:00

hm let me think, what would i write on this blog. i think there are not so much things to say. just recap. she. ahe's not really really in the mood for everything she did. someone makes her drowning into a blue deep ocean and deeper again. it's okay. just put it in the deepest part of hers. huh. let them just know about some of the happiness part in her life and keep the other side such as a blur photographs, "walking in a blur", which then might be turn out to be a garbage. yep! just throw it far away. far from your life, girl.

anyway, special wishes for the birthday girl, Lisa. Happy Birthday, Umar! all the best and may God bless you in your 22nd. there is a birthday party and there is a farewell. sob. 2 more days, cath, one of my best, is going back to indo. im gonna miss her, though we'll have another meet next time, but i really cant erase our memories here, in cyberia. b1-3-2. sound cheesy, isnt it? haha. wish you get a job soon ya can. Amen.

back to my recent life. im quite exhausted of my life lately. like have ton of works i should hand up next week. assignments vs laziness. which one is gonna be the winner? haha.

can i shout f*?!

uneg uneg

2009-03-02T04:49:00.000-08:00

i've been hectic at the moment. facilitation group meeting. running out of time. we had prepared it for only four days. tired of course. sure sleepy. confused. nervous. but wish that would be well done in the facilitation tomorrow. relieve after all. i shall shout that word. hha. this second week of school, am gonna start brainstorm ideas for some advertising class' project. mind mapping. associated mind mapping. logical mind mapping. both. f*ck. and i was thinking to run for freedom. hha. well, my mind still flying and hoping that holiday is still around. lalalalalalala..

25 random things

2009-02-26T18:18:00.000-08:00

1 I’m a shy person sometimes. Melancholic. Sensitive.

2 I love music. Esp. piano and guitar

3 I love to travel around the world, new experiences, and challenging things.

4 I’m easy to get bored.

5 I hate to be feminine and feminist.

6 I’m lazy to go shower. Ups!

7 I love doing snapshot or specifically candid photography.

8 Friendly but slow thinker.

9 I used to a big eater. ☺

10 Introvert me. I will respect people who respect me as well.

11 Easy going.

12 Now, I’m doing advertising major in the semester 7 and I still have another one semester before graduating.

13 After graduating, either I want to find a job with high payment as an art director in advertising agency or go to China to improve my ability to speak Chinese.

14 I’m not looking for a handsome guy, but I’m looking for his inside beauties.

15 I always wake up in the morning and sleep earlier than others

16 I used to swim which used to be my-all-time-favorite, which then turned out to be a lot more difficult after a half year absence.

17 For me, sunny better than rainy.

18 I love everything in blue color.

19 A lot of nicknames that my friends gave to me.

20 Update my blog most of the time.

21 I can’t sleep for one night after drink a cup of coffee.

22 I love hunting second-hand stuff.

23 Well, I’m from Indonesia and I love my country for its culture and its varieties.

24 I found that I’m not a straightforward person; sometimes it’s hard to express my feeling to others.

25 Done! haha.

entah

2009-02-22T00:59:00.000-08:00

untuk kesekian kalinya dia membuat bimbang

pertanyaan-pertanyaan yang tak bisa di jawab dan tak bisa untuk di jelaskan

semua rasa senang, girang, seakan melayang

di khayangan bercampur jadi satu pada awalnya,

namun kini rasa bimbang itu datang lagi

entah..

ingin maju atau mundur

entah..

do you love me?

hello

2009-02-21T00:42:00.000-08:00

saturday.

08.15. open my window. bright sun. chocolate milk. brownies. take a shower. dress-up. online. off to alamanda. nando's. again. full tummy. cut my hair. no text message. miss mom. buy some stuff. carefour. tissue. tissue. tissue. money. mc donald. laugh. taxi. off to cyberia. back. rest. blog. online. again. fun. facebook. DA. itunes. back again to facebook. sleepy. dammit. sleep.

no. sleep no.

i do miss her. my mom. really.

text. hi mom. okay. pray. may God bless her. Amin.

sleep.

updated

2009-02-19T21:40:00.000-08:00

not much to say today, nothing to do as well so i've decided to update my profile here. firstly, me and nyo planned to go to campus for visa's extension, but because of nyo's stupidity we cancelled it afterwards. so, what's next?yes, yes, yes. edit. edit. edit again. haha.

latest photo editing. just for fun actually.

talent/photography/editing: me

@self-timer

hell hell heaven

2009-02-19T07:30:00.000-08:00

gah. i was so extremely sick with my nose over the past few weeks, until i finished 3 packs of tissues. oh my. anyway, i just come to cyber for a week, yet there is not so much activity around here except move my stuff from single room to the master room, clean up everything, and for sure, it makes my nose running and running again. heh. beler. i really need to buy more tissue.

ok then semester holiday is almost come to the end and we need to get things back on track again. i'll be back to school in a short time, might be less than 6 months, life's gonna be like hell again soon. wish i can go through well.

by the way, today is a housemate's day. me, cath and nyo went to one utama for some shopping, nando's lunch (yummy!), purchased jason mraz ticket concert, cuci mata, and dinner. not so dinner actually, it was more like "ngape", we said. haha. we landed in 'delicious'. we've just tried this restaurant and the place itself is quite nice but the price wasnt that nice. even more expensive than nando's. haha. wild mushroom soup and strawberry shakes were my choices. we decided to go to mamak again afterwards, but oh my oh my, my stomach was like 5 months pregnant. so we just go home lar. but it was so fun fun fun hang out with you guys! i love yah. mandi lu can, jorok!

heart

2009-02-18T18:05:00.000-08:00

hm, i just found a new band from UK, named psapp. whoaa. i like it very very much. just check it from these videos. whoo! go download all the song!

♥♥love love love

2009-02-17T23:27:00.000-08:00

♥

2009-02-17T23:02:00.000-08:00

maafkan (tak sempurna)

2009-02-17T22:29:00.000-08:00

tlah ku beri smua rasa cinta serta hatiku padamu

namun kau selalu menuntutku lebih

hingga ku tak tau harus apalagi

maafkan aku yang tak sempurna

sampai kapanpun itu aku tetap begini

ku hanya ingin tuk selalu menjadi

yang terbaik untukmu

-ecoutez-

selamat tinggal masa lalu

2009-02-10T16:45:00.001-08:00

selamat tinggal masa lalu
selamat datang lembar baru
selamat tinggal cinta lalu
selamat datang cinta baru
;)

RIP

2008-12-26T18:21:00.000-08:00

rest in peace for my beloved cousin, yosefa gunawan, 16. what a really realy sad christmas and new year this year, but how a wonderful God's plan for us beyond all of this sudden tragedy. we love you yosef. selamat jalan.

wow

2008-12-01T16:34:00.002-08:00

06.45. while laying on my bed in a green small room of mine, slightly i open my eyes to see how cloudy sky up there and really it's going to rain. as though it makes me feel gloomy. but i've just realized, ya this is the first day of december. jump over and all of sudden my feeling just turns so fast. christmas soon and new year is coming. yay! this is what am waiting for every year. christmas' eve. where the whole Christians gather to celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ. where the whole of my family gather in one room to pray. hm. again, i open my window and smile as much as i can and decided to sleep again. no. no. no. wake up, esther! let's arrange the christmas tree.

IPU

2008-12-01T07:44:00.000-08:00

Ditemukan Mahkluk Misterius Di Antartika

Written by Administrator

Wednesday, 02 April 2008

ILMUWAN Australia yang neliti kehidupan laut Antartika nemuin sejumlah makhluk misterius. Makhluk-makhluk itu antara lain laba-laba laut raksasa serta cacing raksasa yang hidup di dasar laut.

Makhluk-makhluk raksasa itu hidup di kedalaman sekitar 3.000 meter di bawah permukaan air laut. Makhluk-makhluk itu jadi besar karena fenomena gigantisme. Tapi, para ilmuwan belum mengetahui penyebab gigantisme. "Gigantisme sangat umum di perairan Antartika. Kami udah ngumpulin cacing laut, laba-laba laut, dan binatang-binatang bercangkang yang punya ukuran tubuh sebesar nampan makanan," kata ilmuwan Australian Antarctic Division Martin Riddle, ketua tim ekspedisi. Makhluk-makhluk yang ditemuin Riddle dan rekan-rekannya udah dikirim ke universitas-universitas dan museum-museum terbesar dunia untuk diidentifikasi dan diteliti. Sebab, ga semua makhluk yang ditemuin tim Riddle dapat diidentifikasi. Ekspedisi ilmuwan Australia itu untuk metain bentuk-bentuk kehidupan Samudera Antartika.

thanks

2008-11-23T07:19:00.001-08:00

thanks mom and dad for the big surprise! i really really appreciate it! mwahhh..